I am a Loser

I'm not your normal kid and i have accepted that
growing where i did i notice that being fashionable is the best way to get noticed, respected, liked
BUT its also not in my or my parents at the time budget range

As i got older my fashion sense rose but i couldnt support it
SO much money on sneakers
I LOVE VIDEO GAMES
Y am i going to pay 100 something dollars that i have to replace after one scuff when i can get like 2 games for the same price
I need stuff for my enjoyment..you know for ME
buying clothes to impress you is a no no
as soon as i cant afford that lifestyle
that as soon as your gone......

All in all i much rather stick to myself
being alone isnt as bad as having people around you for perishable materials
THAT game aint going no where unless i put it somewhere
if that makes me a loser than so be it
Losers are just winners that dont get recognition
I've learned the best way to get recognition
is to RECOGNIZE YOURSELF

The Lovely Definition

Puppy Love, Real Love, Teenage Love, Making Love

Whats the difference
If love is about passion then all of those above are love
See now we mistake love for the things we like or people we care for
But love is deeper than what you think
LOVE CONQUERS ALL
there are no exceptions
If you have puppy love forever will that crush last
If you have teenage love forever will that love last
If you making love then there shall be no sex better
if you have REAL LOVE its conquers all

it could be my imagination but as i look around i dont see love
i see a manifestation of temporary emotions
that make permanent mistakes
Regrets, scars
You might have heard that love hurts....
NO IT DON'T
STOP wondering why your significant other cheated
STOP wondering why they still with you
if LOVE is there then nothing esle matter
Love can make you do crazy things
no..not at all
Crazy things make you fall in love
thats my definition of
LOVE